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this was just gonna be a gender bend but it kind of turned into one big ship heh
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Hi - this is the same anon that asked if you and raehope were dating a while ago - why AREN'T you guys dating? She obviously likes you a lot and you like her too. So why not?
Anonymoushi anon :3
umm?? i guess we’re not because of a few reasons
1) i dont want to hurt her. you are righto there anon i do like her a lot but she is a really gr8 person and i think she deserves the best. that means someone who at least lives in the same state as her and can always be there for her. time-zones an distance, i think, prevent me from bein the best i can be for her??? y. yeah.
2) i dont know if she is 100% a-ok with polyamory!! i am poly mainly because of distance and i am easily enamored with people but. i think i would want to commit with someone like rae. but we live far away and i would be uncomfortable with that and i think she might be too. because its a natural human need to want someone to cuddle you and stuffs and i would want her to have that provided for her??? but she has had. a bad run in with poly praticers before so im understanding if she isnt comfortable with it.
3) i am. honestly. not even like attention whoring here just speakin my mind. i am. a bad person. even if we did commit i think i would still look at other people and i might even go out with other people and just generally be an asshole??? i am. an asshole. madi can vouch for this when i say that when i date someone, i turn into a weird rage monster around them. especially if we live far away. i have problems with committed long-distance relationships myself! so. i wouldnt want to hurt rae by being mean to her or going behind her back.
4) (and final reason im sure youre glad to hear) rae is. really really perfect. she is smart and beautiful and hilarious and just an amazing person. im very happy being her friend and i would hate to jeopardise that in anyway because she honestly helps keep me sane!! while i am flattered she has feelings for me, it hink she could do a lot better and i want the best for her.
that is all :3
